07/31/23

I see the beauty in my surroundings. I see the grass, the leaves, the trees, the birds, the people, the places I grew up in, the places most familiar and comforting to me. I see the beauty and myself. And I love it… Sometimes. I can appreciate it. I'm gracious for it. And though I can see the beauty and it all I cannot stay here forever. I won't. My mind, my body, my period wants so much more than what is comfortable and familiar. My eyes are meant to see so much more. My body is meant to go so many more places. My spirit is meant to live in the body so many more versions of self. I know what I aim to do. And though it may be intimidating and scary and unfamiliar and different, I must go. I must go to where I envision myself being, even if that changes day by day. God has made the whole earth, universe for exploration. Exploration of self, of spirit, of body, of mind end of him, which ironically is all one and the same. I see you. And I know. Just guide me and stay with me on my journey. Thank you, Lord!

P.S. lock in before I tweak out